sun-flowerings:

stushie:

werivalourcreation:

thatfuckingcrowv2:

werivalourcreation:

two japanese men are looking at me eating my sushi with my hands and laughing

i’m actually really good with chopsticks but this roll was made badly and is breaking when i use the chopsticks

but it’s bugging me that they think they can laugh at me so i looked at them, said “is this bothering you”, and then sucked on my finger

they are not laughing anymore

which knuckle did u suck it up to

just the tip

jfc

white people

sushi is traditionally eaten with hands but that’s only practiced & normalised if you’re in Japan at a proper sushi place

not some place that serves “rolls” lmao rolls are not sushi (unless it’s temaki which is NOT for chopsticks either congratulations)

first day of final year tomorrow. kicking off third year with Medieval Romance with Dr Sarah Salih, whom I revere, pretty much. I’ve only read a couple of her essays but I just know she’s a big shot in the medieval field (esp. in regards to sexuality and gender) and I’m intimidated & excited. I asked my medieval prof from last semester to write a grad school rec for me and he suggested Dr Salih do it cos “she’s more senior than me.” I almost asked, “wait, does that make a difference? shouldn’t it be the content not the person who wrote it?” but then I realised, shit, if Judith Butler wrote a gleaming rec for you it’s more impressive than an unknown researcher, as unfair as that may be. but ya. Sarah Salih.

battleships replied to your post “but more importantly, have you masturbated in the university library?…”

No, but I did in senate house a couple of times during my degree!

omg no way hello fellow UL student!

andsherained:

“I have always reckoned myself among the greatest admirers of Mozart, and shall remain so until my last breath.”

– Ludwig van Beethoven

going to the airport to pick up my best friend Toni!!!!! although I’m really busy this week and he’ll have to spend a lot of time alone I’m still really excited and I hope I can give him a good time. after a week with me in my flat he’s heading to St Hugh’s College, Oxford to pursue BA Music. love him to death

wait have you guys read Rubin? I’m on page 2 of “Thinking Sex: Notes for a Radical Theory of the Politics of Sexuality” and she is starting to sound like a sex pozzie it might be too early to judge but

biangbiangbot replied to your post: I haven’t touched drugs for a year now I wasn’t…

a lot of my friends are still caught up in this ithink the lifestyle gets rly dangerous moreso than just the drugs themselves

ya when the very easy act of taking drugs becomes this honourable beacon in their lives I hate that it’s too glorified

hahah when you’re 16 you think staying up all night fucking while on acid is hardcore but when you’re 21 you realise sleeping at 10PM and waking up at 7AM is the most hardcore you can be

I haven’t touched drugs for a year now

I wasn’t an addict or anything I did them every few months recreationally, nothing highly addictive (except for opium but we made tea instead of smoking it, and we diluted it so much all we got was dizziness)

my mental health has been volatile and it showed no sign of calming down so I decided to try eliminating even the small amount of drugs from my life

I can’t say my mental health improved but at least I know I’m not damaging it with drugs

I used to miss the highs and whirls but less and less so

I just don’t need it
I’m not 16 any more

I am going to make something of myself this year

I will rise early every day
I will sleep early at night
I will not go out
I will not do drugs
I will not drink more than I did last year
I will exercise at the gym on Monday, Wednesday and Friday
I will read for 50% of my free time
I will write academic essays for 40%
I will write music for the 10%
I will create a regimen
I will stick to my regimen
I will seek the help that I need
I will stop sabotaging my potentials and myself
I will stop being furious at myself
I will try my best to get into graduate programs
I will not think about the potential of rejection
I will not beat myself if it comes

I am going to make something out of myself this year